Hello everyone. It seems that sometimes we have more opportunities than others to be of service. I have been involved in a twelve step program for the last 13 years and have had my fair share of being of service in that arena. As of late my life has been filled with being of service with friends who have been ill. One friend of mine that just turned Forty on December 25th/09 suffered a brain bleed just a few days before his birthday. He is still in hospital recovering. Another good friend of mine has just been diagnosed with Stage 4 cancer in her lungs and has tumors sprouting in her brain and another just got into an accident when he was run down by a vehicle while driving his motorcycle. As of late I have been questioning what my purpose is . I work in a foster home as a support worker with 4 teenagers and at times it can be very stressful and frustrating. I have been asking of my higher power and guidance from the angels about giving me some clarity about what it is that i should be doing and it seems that i am to be of service to those that are ill. i just pray everyday that i can be put to use where i am needed the most and i guess that its with those suffering greater adversities than deceiding if they should keep working where thay are> I thank my power every day for his help in my life and hope only that i can continue to do what is right.