I have a brother who seems to be 100% facing the darkness. He has got tattoos all over , smokes, claims he doesn't believe in God. He has painted his living room in black. His clothes are mainly black and have at least one gory skull on each and every one . Drives a black BMW and likes dubstep music.
I keep wondering, how for Godsake, this 25 year old youngster who looks very confused and embracing the darkness, has one of the most tender and sensitive souls I have ever met. He is extremelely intelligent to boot. When he has a conversation with people he is so tentative, careful and with positive attitude. Always finds the righht words to cheer you up. He has got a lot of friends who all share the same impression of him- that he is the best friend they've ever had . They are like him and very supportive to each other.
I have a female friend who is so dedicated to esoteric. She believes in God and angels. She wears bright garments. Wears rose quartz and claims she is positive all the time. If anyone takes a look at her you would exclaim that she is a pure angel. How in the world happens so that she is the most horrible collocutor on the planet. She interrupts me in the middle of my sentence and talks about the things she is only interested in. If I happen to share a thought or something she does not register it at all. You think she is the only one ? No, I have met a lot of suchlike people . I think something escapes me. Does anybody have an answer to this ?