We love you, our dear human self and greetings. As you already know, you are already creating for yourself financial comfort and material abundance. You also have set the intention of having an easy life doing what you‘d enjoy doing. You also have set the intention that you are successful in your passion. Take a moment to breathe that essence of it in. Can you feel it in no-thingness? Allow this feeling that may be centered in your chest to expand and grow in size – very much like the spreading out of wave after wave of ever outward expansion from your center. Swim in it, bathe in it, and blend with it. Feel the neutrality of every thing and all things.
Within that neutrality, feel your desires and intent. Feel the essence of it. Stay in this state for a while now. Thoughts may come in. Allow it. And feel the neutrality of any thought or emotions associated with the thoughts. Release all needs of fixing or making things right. Yes, that is right, stay neutral whatever comes – be it a statement about the past, a comment about how the world is, or what you have or haven’t done, a statement about someone else or some other people. Stay neutral.
As you are neutral, you can sense that these thoughts and emotions just blow by you, pass through you like a gentle breeze. A gentle breeze that feels neutral. Feel how sparkling clear your are. Clear and free. Only that which you choose and desire, your heart desires remain.
Free yourself from any guilt or rules or prerequisites for having that desire. It is ok to take care of you the human self. That part of you that is the human self deserves to be happy and comfortable. Release from you the belief that you need to sacrifice and suffer for your soul or humanity for that matter. Take care of yourself and you take care of all things. Feel the love and support that is here for you now. Trust that anything and everything that is uncomfortable heals in perfect timing. Trust that. Feel the is-ness of this truth.
Feel the deep inner knowing of this. Everything comes and goes in perfect order. How long this process is perceived or to be experienced depends on how clear you are about who you are. How centered are you? How expanded and aware are you? How trusting are you in all that is, in the truth about you? Breathe and receive love, receive support. Breathe to receive and as you do, realize that it is you that you are receiving. You are love, you are support and you are all things.
Create something. Create something that makes your heart sings. You often work your way backwards from what you think you need such as income or money and then, work out and determine what you should create. Reverse that. Feel for a moment – what is your dream creation of the NOW? What is your heart’s desire? Let your needs ‘rest’ for a while. Play a bit for a while. What is your heart’s dream creation right now, right here? Let go of what you need to do in the next hours or the next moments. Let go of what you should have been doing moments ago, or this morning or yesterday.
What is your heart’s dream now? You say, “…but this doesn’t create money, this requires money….as investment for future returns…”. Let that go for a while. If your mind goes off and start thinking about how others create their money or create their dreams, come back to you. What about you? What do you feel? Remember what you have chosen to be, what essence you have chose to hold and focus on, and thus, what you have chosen to be in the NOW, within this space, what do you wish to create? Let go of all the what-about’s and what-if’s.. Notice them and let them go. Let go of the how’s and the when’s,. Just play with us. Play with us, know that we are you.
“But I have tried that and I have failed before.”(creating a particular business venture)
Stay neutral and let go of all judgements. Come back and play. Trust all that you have experienced has a purpose. Come back to right here right now. Come back to the space of fluidity and the essence that you have chosen. Feel your heart space again. What do you wish to create? Go into the essence of it, beyond the 3D-5Senses representation of it.
“Independence, freedom, beauty, love, joy , sensuality, rejuvenation, support, teaching success and being a ‘standard’”
Blend these with the essence of which you have chosen earlier. Blend the what you chose to be and to experience – with what your heart’s dream desire to create. Feel all these essence blending together like they would in a blender. Feel how they spin together and integrate as one. Feel this spinning coming from your heart center and continue to expand until there is nothing else but this blended feeling. Totally immerse in it. You are it and you continue to spin this blend and expand ever larger and larger. You have your Issshhh with you, your gnost is here, your body, mind and spirit-expanded self is here. And so it isshhhhh.
Over the next few days or weeks, watch out for any ‘negative’ or uncomfortable emotions. These are important clues and messages to reveal to you what your blockages are whilst this creation of yours is being manifested. So watch out for them, observe the feelings and emotions to understand what is its ‘statements’ – what is it saying? Saying to you, and saying about you.
Then allow neutrality to come in – when neutrality is here you would find it very easy to breathe whilst you blend with your creation’s essence feelings. As you do this, you clear more and more of your blockages, you are able to let go of that which is not chosen, that which is not you – and that accelerates the manifestation of your creation. Watch out for situations that call for your action, decision or merely attention - for these are the signs that energy is in the process of moving in to serve you, to manifest your creations and to engage your 3D body in the creations.
The following channel by Alexandra further provided clarity to my question to SELF, coincidentally posted the next day after my own chat.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
“Supporting Your Soul’s Choices” – A Saint-Germain and Yeshua Channel
By Alexandra Mahlimay and Dan Bennack
The following channeled session is reproduced with our client’s consent:
“Why am I having trouble choosing? All the ideas I have about what to do with my life lie scattered around me. Why can’t I get focused? What do I fear? I’m feeling so confused. Can you help me?”
Beloved friend, you say that your question is about choosing, but we say that it is about deciding. There is a difference between the two. Choices are made by your Soul, while human decisions can support these or not. We are going to explore this difference with you now.
Right now, you feel that there is a world of possibilities before you. You feel inspired, yet overwhelmed by these potentials.
Your secret fear is that by choosing to express yourself in one way, your other possibilities of expression may disappear – and you don’t want to limit yourself in any way. You also fear that you may choose wrongly, and then have to suffer the consequences for it.
We’d like to calm your fears by telling you that it’s not about choosing anything at all. Instead, it’s about making decisions. It’s about making decisions that support your Soul’s Choices.
Choosing or Deciding?
Choices are made by your Soul, while decisions are made by the human you.
Your Soul made choices to experience certain attributes of its Being, while incarnating as you. The earth plane is about experiencing your Soul’s Choices. That is why you are here. You ARE your Soul, having a human experience of Its Choices here on Earth.
Let’s suppose your Soul has chosen to experience the part of Its Being called Trust and Innocence in this lifetime. To do this, It incarnates as you – then allows you to express these qualities through your decisions and actions.
Your Soul comes to know the experience of Innocence and Trust, as you become more innocent and trusting in your dealings with others. This is how the human you collaborates with your Soul, its Divine Counterpart.
Sometimes the human you decides not to align with a Soul-level Choice. You can always say “no” to what the Soul offers. Your decision not to participate is always respected, just as your alignment is also honored. There is no judgment in either case. Only Love, for that is what the Soul is.
But your Soul does rejoice every time you decide to cooperate with its Choices. Your Soul rejoices, and you feel glad. The truth is that any time you feel joy, it is evidence you have aligned your personal decisions with the Choices of your Soul.
The Fundamental Decision
The fundamental decision confronting you now is this, “How will I express what my Soul has already chosen to experience?” And what has your Soul chosen, you ask?
At the core of your being, your Soul has chosen to step into the New You – to begin a New Life, expressing Itself fully as the human you on the physical plane.
The first sign of your awareness of this Choice is that you feel free to go out into the world again. To be active. To experience your Self fully.
Certainly, you may feel anxious or worried about what to do next with your life. But this time, you know it will be different. You know this because you are clear that you don’t want to repeat experiences from the past any more. Instead, you are ready to live your life as your Soul. To express yourself creatively and spontaneously in this lifetime.
The human you has come to remember Who You Really Are. You no longer deny it, or hide it from yourself. Instead, you align yourself with this awareness.
You are prepared to be done with difficulty. You recognize that you don’t need to explore the challenging paths any longer. You know Who You Are because you feel it, and you realize that you don’t need to prove it to yourself or anyone else, ever again.
Your Soul is ready to honor your new awareness and join you in this. It is patiently awaiting your decision. It is asking you, “How would you like experience, share, and express Who We Really Are, together?”
Step Aside for a Moment
We invite you to step aside and recognize that your past fears and future worries have no foundation in the Present. Bring your human self into the Now moment, and feel the freedom to express your Self in any way you desire.
Listen to your heart. It is inspired by your Soul, the One that has already chosen for you. Together they know how to bring joy and focus into your life. All you have to do is align yourself with this. It is a simple decision.
Trust, dear friend. And when you feel this trust, you will see for yourself what happens.
You will see how easily your decisions come into alignment with the Choices already made by your Soul.
Be willing to align your personal decisions with your Soul’s Choice to experience Life through you. If you let this be your focus, then you will not feel limited or scattered by anything you might decide to express. Instead, you will find there are many ways for you to experience your Self – but that no one necessarily excludes the other, none distract you, and that many actually reinforce each other.
Be willing to express yourself as your Soul. This will unite everything. When this desire is your primary focus, any decision you make will automatically lead you to an experience of joy. Although your interests may change over time, your focus will remain the same – to express yourself as your Soul does, in this body and in this lifetime.
Remember: When you feel the need to make a decision, first step aside. Recall that All Is Well. Then have the intention to align with your Soul’s Choices and observe the effects this has upon your life. Greater ease and flow will be felt.
Have Confidence in Your Decisions
If you feel pressured by any decision you feel obligated to make, remind yourself that your Soul has already made the most important choice of all. It has chosen to enter into your life as the New and Authentic You. Have confidence that your decisions will support your Soul’s Choice with grace and ease.
Recall that when you doubt yourself, it only takes you away from remembering Who You Are.
When you are feeling scattered or limited in any way, and doubt your ability to decide correctly, just breathe deeply, and come back into this awareness. Trust that whatever decision you make is going to support your Soul perfectly, and be the right expression for you, too. Your Soul will guide you in this, and together you will bring greater joy, comfort, and satisfaction into your life. On this you can be certain.
We are Saint-Germain and Yeshua. And we thank you for your question.
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This next channel was done in April 2008 and I 'found' it right after finished typing out my 'self-chat' above. It further completes my 'answer' that I was seeking....
Dancing in the Realms of Abundance
Sanat K**ara transmitted through Lauren Gorgo
April 8, 2008
"Beloved wayfarers, greetings from on high. A blessed time it is. I come forth with the legions of heaven to promulgate the teachings of a new way. Blessed be for all who honor the highest.
Many of you are performing at the level of mastery now. The honor and glory that is emanating from the souls on earth at this time is profound and we wish to congratulate the many of you who work so diligently to attain these levels of truth. For truth is liquid, always an aspect of your current level of awareness on your ongoing upward spiral into the heavenly realms of creation. It is not a byproduct of your continued understanding of knowledge that serves to richen your awareness of truth, it is a level of attainment by way of increasing joy.
What I would like to share with each of you at this precise moment is that the amount of joy that you are currently capable of inhabiting is unprecedented in terms of the evolutionary history of your beloved earth. This means that each of you hold the key to the infinite kingdom within you and the stage has been set to manifest your dreams. For each of you, this will be different, and in honor of your individual contributions we say that those who honor the highest within, without judgement, will surely set sail with ease.
Guaranteed to each of you is the glory of God's Kingdom. The arrival at this destination during a most tumultuous time on earth was not for the faint of heart but for the warriors who knew they could endure. What is important to realize now is that the warrior in you is no longer required. The warrior was the aspect needed to push through to a new way, but that way is with you now.
Many times we have urged you to put down your armor in faith of the return to God. For this armor that you used to protect the vulnerable birth of your new life is also protecting you from the goodness that is waiting to enter. Beloved ones, know that it is safe to come out from behind your shield and place it on the ground before you. No longer is this needed to embrace and navigate the new energies of earth.
Be assured that your time to shine is ripe and waiting for you to release the final remnants of your past protective coating. As you feel safe to work with the new levels of creation, keep in mind that you must completely shed all thoughts, memories and feelings of being unsupported, for this history is no longer your reality. That is, unless you make it so.
The new reality that you find yourself participating in is one of ease and untold miracles waiting to be discovered. As you emerge from the maze of yesterday you will notice that today no longer requires linear planning. This space is one of allowing, of receiving the grace so duly earned.
Do you foresee that this reality is one that you can uphold? Or do you feel as though you must work for every gain?
Please monitor your feelings on these questions I ask, for the answer will dwell in your heart. It is of prime importance that all creation come from a place of willingness to receive now that you dance in the realms of abundance. This is not a place or a destination that you have acquired nor achieved, this is a space, a dwelling of new being that serves to honor your simple requests.
Which brings us to simplicity.
Beloveds, simplicity is the way of higher law. Simplicity is the only way to achieve the miracles that you presently "work" to create. Work and miracles counter one another and this is where the differences will be most notable in your achievements.
If you heed the wisdom of your soul which is always urging you to play and be light in your dealings, you will find that the effortlessness of creation is too simple to be "worked" with. Here you must recall that true creation is a constant and that the only definitive aspect blocking this natural flow is your "work" to achieve it.
Contrarily, you must release the idea of work to the joy of creation. Creating is the essence of life, the continual expansion and growth of an ongoing stream of infinite intelligence. To work at creating not only destroys the very fabric of such, but it thwarts and restricts the flow of the infinite within and without.
This is not the way of new earth, this is the way of limitation and strife.
To access the level of creation that will procure the miracles that surround you in each and every breathing moment, you must simply, and I reiterate, simply, let go of the need to "work" at it. There is no work needed here. Work is what you do to please others, creation is what you do naturally. Work is swimming upstream, creation is flowing with it.
So how do you create in place of work?
Again I remind you that creation is the most natural flow of infinity. To make the switch from work to play, you must put yourself first in the mindset that play is ok. Once you have released the burden of having to work for your gains, you will naturally begin to reflect the joy that is necessary to create at the new level of earth.
What is more, the new earth is already created. Yes, the new earth is already created in the realms of thought. It is for you to access and implement the concepts in physical form.
Does that release a burden or create one? Think on that.
If you feel burdened with the concept of not having to work to create that which is already created, then indeed you are not creating at all. For all that ever was and will be is already created in thought, yours is merely to manifest those thoughts in physical form and the highest levels of creation can only be accessed through joy.
Now if you feel free and empowered to create that which is already created, then indeed you are at the level of true creation. In true creation there is no ownership of results which can be very freeing, yes? The freedom that each of you truly long for is the freedom from responsibility, not the freedom from creation. We say, create then with freedom from the result!
Should you create without feeling responsible for the outcome, imagine the joy. Imagine being capable to create the formless into form with your vibratory signature, your expression, your interpretation. For each of you are needed to anchor and express your visions of mastery with the frequencies of new earth and from within your individual essence. There is no pressure here, only to aid in receiving the perfection of your creations and allowing them to take form.
Now is not a time to recreate what has been created by man, but to lift yourselves higher, to the create from the infinite. Here you will have access to all the tools you will need to build your new structures and foundation for a true heaven on earth.
You are the creators now. Blessed be."
Copyright © 2008 Lauren Gorgo.
In summary, the key points (for me that is, please use own discretion for your individual situations) are:
- if we are fully in our heart space, all we need is to receive and know our desires and miracles is already done, already created, we only need to ‘assist’ in receiving and bringing into 3D reality, no need to ‘work’ for it.
- if our mind is still being pulled by ‘Old Earth’ thoughts, such as being preoccupied with ‘human’ needs such as money, do not fight it or ‘banish it’ or ‘change it’ or try to ‘control it’ – just accept it, love it and blend with our heart desires, for your heart’s desires is your soul’s desires. When you are in alignment with your soul desires, all is easy and joyful.