I am in a sticky position right now. Having completely left my 9-5 job, I am now left to my own devices to sustain myself. I am a photographer....not a world-renowned one, mind you...but it is how my Soul has called me to contribute to the world.
The first couple of weeks, I let go, felt good and did not harbour any anxiety about my process whatsoever. Miraculously, calls started coming in, I was asked to submit material in a promotional book, I started putting together website material for a professional photography website launch. All seemed to be on the up-and-up. I was going to events, networking - not with any sort of pressure, but just to be there to take things in. It was easy.
As the end of the month drew nearer, my panic grew. How will I pay for rent?
Can you guess what happened?
Yes, that's right. Nothing. No more calls, no more inquiries, no more compliments. Because I allowed my vibrational self to be lowered to a level of fear, everything ground to a halt. We are the creators of our own reality, and once anything...any action, thought or feeling is based in fear, it will result in a negative or counter-productive situation. This was my lesson in this experience.
I have a job. I have the perfect job for me. Who is my biggest client at the moment? Myself and filling my portfolio with amazing photographs that are going to stimulate my clients into reality. I owe it to myself to maintain my high vibration doing what I love.